life offers you so many roads. you decide, you choose, you determine the road you walk. yeah, life does offer me so many roads. but for now there's only two roads ahead of me. and I'm just in confusion. the low road or the high road? my whole life, I never been thought on taking the low road. it is the easiest way but it's slippery and hard to steer. imagine you're driving on a slippery road. you drive fast, you might get caught in accidents and you might die. but if you're in a difficult situation, isn't dying the easiest way out? the low road, easy but deadly. yeah, at times I do feel like taking the easy way out. but that's just not me. maybe I'm tired of being me? i dont know.
the high road. that's what I always prefer. travel it with pride, sacrifice with might. on another day, it's easier for me to take this road, this hardships but right now I'm just afraid. afraid of taking it while knowing I might just fall. crushing down from so high, down so low. yeah, I know everything has its risk. when things are there to see, I know what's worth the risk and what's not. but now I'm just so caught up. I know the risk. I fell before. I know the hurt. I know I'll fall again. and it's all because of the high road. now tell me what's there waiting for me if I'm gonna fall?
so yeah, I'm just stuck here. in the junction between the high and low road. both I'm not eager to take. even turning back isn't an option. I hate this. I despise this. I need to move on. I need to choose my path. just where the hell should I go? can I just sit here in this junction waiting for help from up above? forget it. will there ever be a savior for me? or I'll just dig my grave here, right here where I'm stuck at.
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