g.o.n.e

a dream. or was it a nightmare? I just don't know. was just another lonely night to endure till you walk in again. you walk in again into my dream. supposed to be happy to see your face again, to watch you smile again, to hear you laugh again, to feel you're near again. I'm supposed to feel happy. but instead, it's just a nightmare. you didn't talk to me, smile to me, didn't even bother to look at me. even in it you walk away again. walk away and leave me cold. my life's a turmoil already. why must my dream follow suit?

I don't know what  this means. you know, I've been sitting here can't get you out my mind. I'm trying my best to be a man and be strong. I've drove myself insane wishing I could touch you face. time passes slowly now. guess that's my life without you. I've been holding on to you. I still love you. maybe this dream is a sign. I don't know. I'm afraid to move on but the truth remains that you are gone.......but I am not.

you are a song in my head.

as always, my thoughts keep on reeling back to you. tonight I hear your voice again and you just don't know how I miss it, how I yearn it. I'm screwed, stuck. you're just like a song in my head. never can be forgotten. yes, people said time heals but time keeps me rewinding to the thought of you and me wrapping in our arms. and it hurts to go back to the real time where you're nowhere near me. I just can't forget you my love.

I'm scared, afraid of the day that I'll stop remembering you because that's gonna be the day that I die. you are like a song in my head. you left a light on in my heart. you left it on with no one in there to switch it off. when I'm gone, do me a favour. turn the light off, stop that song from playing. you know I can't stop loving you.

time will tell

if only a heartbreak is a race, I'd be running, powering, racing through it to the end of it. but just like broken strings, you can't play on it. just like a broken soundtrack, you can't make any harmonics out from it. just like a broken glass, you can't even walk on it. just like a broken race track, there's no way you're gonna race on it.

if only this is a race. I'd breed myself a winning horse. I'd build myself a supercar. I'd fly myself a fighter jet.

but it isn't a race. if only it is, it would be a race against time and yes you will lose. no matter how fast you go, how far you speed, how deep you dig, how high you fly, time won't let you go until it says so. til then, stop running. stop hating. start learning. start forgiving. and keep on loving. love is too precious to be lost. the value of a heartbreak is never gonna be on par with the value of love. a gift, the best gift you can ever give, you can ever receive.

This ain't Goodbye.

"This ain't goodbye. This is just where love goes when words aren't warm enough to keep away the cold. 

This ain't goodbye. It's not where our story ends but I know you can't be mine. Not the way you've always been."

This Ain't Goodbye - Train

three months passed by. memories are sweet but it kills. all the birthdays and Valentines, we missed. I want you to be happy but i can't watch you be...with someone else. I'm afraid to move on. don't want to lose the love I loved the most. maybe it's better for you to disappear than for me to watch and remember. I wish you the best, I guess.

Train - This Ain't Goodbye

jom satu kali lagi.

 Haaa, yang ni pulak lagu favourite aku. sorry lah OneRepublic. saja suka-suka ni haa. Apologize a.k.a Minta Maaf.

Apologize

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...



Minta Maaf

Kupegang tali engkau
Ku tersangkut 10kaki dari tanah
Ku dengar engkau cakap
Tapi tak dapat buat bunyi
Kau cakap kau perlu aku
Lepas itu kau potong aku
Tapi tunggu
Kau cakap kau minta maaf
Tak terfikir ku pusing belakang dan cakap

Dah terlambat nak minta maaf, dah sangat lambat
Dah terlambat nak minta maaf, dah sangat lambat

Ku ambil satu lagi peluang, jatuh, kena tembak untuk kau
Dan ku perlu kau macam janutng perlu degupan
Tapi itu bukan benda baru
Ya, ya.

Ku cintai kau macam api merah, sekarang dah jadi biru
Dan kau cakap
Minta maaf macam malaikat, Syurga biar ku fikir memang kau
Tapi aku takut

Dah terlambat nak minta maaf, dah sangat lambat
Ku cakap dah terlambat nak minta maaf, dah sangat lambat

aku bosan, saja suka-suka.

Sebenarnya mat salleh or minah salleh ni tak lah hebat sangat berpuitis dalam ayat-ayat diorg. kalau tak caya cuba tengok lirik-lirik lagu diorg. guna bahasa yang simple2 je kot. tak caya lagi? haa, jom kita translate lagu diorg dari bahasa inggeris ke melayu. paling best kalau amek contoh lagu2 yang sedih sebab putus cinta sebab bila dalam english bunyi dia touching sangat2 tapi bila translate, pergh macam marah gila anda macam nak gelak pun ada. okay2, kita amek lagu jar of hearts jap sebab tengah popular kan sekarang nih.




p/s. no google translate okay!



English Version


I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?





Versi Melayu


Kutahu ku tak boleh melangkah kepadamu
Sebab penantian itu penyeksaan
Tahukah kau ku bukan hantu kamu lagi?
Kau hilang cinta yang sangat ku cinta

Ku belajar hidup separuh hidup
Sekarang kau nak aku sekali lagi

Kau ingat kau siapa
Lari-lari tinggalkan parut
Kumpul hati dalam balang
Dan pecah-belahkan cinta
nanti kau akan demam
Sebab ais dalam jiwa
Jadi jangan datang untukku
Kau ingat kau siapa?

Dengarnya kau bertanya sekeliling
Di mana boleh ku kau cari
Tapi aku dah membesar dengan kuat
Untuk jatuh balik ke lenganmu

Ku belajar hidup separuh hidup
Sekarang kau nak aku sekali lagi

Kau ingat kau siapa
Lari-lari tinggalkan parut
Kumpul hati dalam balang
Dan pecah-belahkan cinta
nanti kau akan demam
Sebab ais dalam jiwa
Jadi jangan datang untukku
Kau ingat kau siapa?

Sungguh lah lama untuk rasa elok
Ingat caranya letak cahaya di mataku
Ku harap ku terlepas kali pertama kita bercumbu
Sebab kau pecahkan semua janjimu
Dan sekarang kau balik
Kau tak dapat nak dapat ku balik.

Kau ingat kau siapa
Lari-lari tinggalkan parut
Kumpul hati dalam balang
Dan pecah-belahkan cinta
nanti kau akan demam
Sebab ais dalam jiwa
Jadi jangan datang untukku
Jangan datang langsung

Kau ingat kau siapa?
Kau ingat kau siapa?
Kau ingat kau siapa?

Lost.

I used to be strong, I used to be fine alone, I used to be all I wanted to be.
What I am now is weak, what I am now is broken, what I am now is what I never needed to be.

I feel lost, lonesome, lost, depressed, lost, empty, lost, lifeless, lost, heartless, lost, battered, LOST!

Oh why oh why oh why oh why?
Why can't I be me again?
Why can't I be healed again?
Why can't I have what I need again?

All I ever wanted is to be saved, to be cared, to be loved, to be strong, to be noticed, to be heard, to be alive, to not be LOST!

I'm drifting away from my life, from my purpose, from my lane.
Drifting into an open sea with the shore nowhere to be seen.
To have a saving hand, is that too much to ask for?
Is that not what I deserve?

Yes, I used to be strong.
Strong enough to catch you fall.
Strong enough to back you up.
Strong enough to take the fall.
Strong enough to take the shot.
Just strong enough to save you.

Yes, I used to be strong but now I'm LOST.
To be found, to be guided, to be extracted from this deep, cold, empty sea of soul, is all I yearned for.

Oh dear self, would you be brave?
Be brave to be strong again.
Be brave to stand tall again.
Be brave to dig deep again.
Be brave to be you again.

Alone is who you always are.
You've walked through it before.
Now walk through it again.
You are the only hand you can reach out to.
Or rather reach in to.

Now be brave, don't be LOST!